I literally feel like I fucked up so much this weekend. How could I have been that stuuupidd. I dont even know exactly what I did and who I sent what to. This is so terrible. I wanna go into hiding for forevs. Also glad my friends are getting along with my other friends and are leaving me in the dust. This has literally happened so many times its not fucking funny. I need some serious change in my life. Help. I need help. I just dont know anymore. With time, Ashley. With time.